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It's Complicated: But sexy!


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The Sarcastic Kitty oresteia wrote in tsn_kinkmeme
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[PART TEN]
Part 10 is open and prompts from 1-4 can be re-posted here if they were not filled.

THE SOCIAL NETWORK KINK MEME


ASK THE MODS * FAQ * DISCUSSION * RESEARCH * FILL LIST * PART ONE * PART ONE (OVERFLOW) * PART TWO * PART TWO (OVERFLOW) * PART THREE * PART THREE (OVERFLOW) * PART FOUR * PART FIVE * PART SIX * PART SEVEN * PART EIGHT * PART NINE


GENERAL RULES;

IMPORTANT: please DO NOT post prompts about any non-public people as part of a prompt. for example: randi zuckerberg is fine as she is a public figure both on the internet and on facebook itself. priscilla chan is NOT as she is not a public figure.

if you're in doubt, please message the mod or leave a comment in the discussion post.



♥ post requests and responses in the comments to this post.
♥ be respectful.
♥ both a pairing/character AND a prompt/kink must be posted.
♥ one pairing/prompt per comment please.
♥ you are encouraged to try and write a prompt for every request you make.
♥ we are slash, femslash, het, three-and-moresomes etc. friendly. (we are even incest friendly what with some of our characters being twins and all...)
♥ no pairing bashing, OK? no need to wank over ships.
♥ long and short fics welcome. multiple responses encouraged!
♥ please try to refrain from saying 'seconded!' as much as possible.
♥ on RPF: Please disclaim that it is RPF, a work of fiction and in no way related to the actual actors/persons/etc. (i wouldn't even try and discourage RPF from this meme ;))
♥ WARN FOR COMMON TRIGGERS, PLEASE




FORMAT OF PROMPTS:

♥ alphabetize pairings/threesomes/moresomes. (e.g. Eduardo/Mark/Sean etc.)
♥ put [RPF] before RPF prompts. (e.g. [RPF] Andrew/Jesse)
♥ for crossover prompts: "[Crossover], The Social Network Character(s)/Other Character(s), [Fandom]" (e.g. [Crossover], Eduardo/Columbus, [Zombieland])
♥ no "!" in pairings, only in descriptions. (e.g. Eduardo/Mark, FacebookCreator!Eduardo, CFO!Mark)
♥ anyone, everyone, no one? Use "Other." (e.g. Sean/Other)
♥ Please do not repost prompts from earlier rounds
♥ put [GEN] before GEN prompts.

FILLS:

♥ please don't embed. link to images/videos.
♥ no locked material. this includes communities, even if membership is open.
♥ fills can be posted anonymously or not.
♥ fills can be anything: fic, art, vid, fanmix, podfic, etc.
♥ all prompts are open to fills at all times, even if they have been filled in the past or are being currently filled by someone else. multiple fills are positively encouraged; if something appeals to you then do not be put off creating a new fill by the existence of a prior one.
NEW: ♥ PLEASE comment with the first of your fill to the PROMPT and then all future updates as a comment to the FIRST PART of the fill. this makes it easier for both the WIP spreadhseet and for archiving stuff on delicious. it also helps people who are trying to catch up on updates and don't have to look through every fill on the prompt (should it have more than one). thank you.





It's finally time for part 10, it's been a few months but even after the article of doom, we're still open.

If you have any questions or ideas that I can help you with, feel free to PM me. I'll be around.

Kitty





[ARCHIVING]
[DELICIOUS]
[UNFILLED REQUESTS]
[FILLED REQUESTS]
[FLAT VIEW]



have fun!

THERE WILL BE UNMARKED SPOILERS. enter at your own risk! :D

PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING;

i know you guys are enjoying this meme and i appreciate that but please can you put the SUBJECT HEADER on your prompt. you would REALLY be helping me out if you could do that. it just saves time for me when i'm trying to tag everything in delicious.

NEW RULE;

PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THE 'FILL' RULES. THERE HAS BEEN A CHANGE. thank you.

AND PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT re-post prompts from parts five, six, seven, eight, or nine. the delicious is around for people to find prompts they may not have already seen. We know there's been some issues but we're working on it with pinboard. No duplicates from this round either. THANK YOU.

Eduardo/Mark or [RPF] Andrew/Jesse

(Anonymous)
I want to be able to look at you and feel nothing.

nothing at all; andrew/jesse, r

I AM SO SORRY FOR THIS. um. hopefully it's decent? :D

disclaimer: not real, not mine, don't own, etc.


He breaks up with Anna.

It's nothing to do with her, really. He loves her, has always loved her since she smiled at him and didn't make fun of his stuttering attempts to ask her out, but. It's not enough.

He's never believed in loving more than one person, deceiving the one you're with like that.

I'm sorry, he tells her and he means it; because she's everything he's ever wanted for himself. He thought he was going to marry her, for a long time.

But then Andrew - he came along and Jesse can't help but feel things for him, feel too much.

Anna pats his cheek and tries to blink past her tears, and she says me, too.

*

He'd never really thought the feelings were returned, but it's still hard to see Andrew, splashed across the cover of every tabloid in town, with Emma, of all people.

(And the worst of it is, Emma knows, she knows how Jesse felt and what he did and she still - she still -

He's never going to understand people.)

It's hard and so he takes himself out of the picture, spends too much time with his cats in his apartment and pretends he doesn't have to move on.

*

Andrew calls him one day.

We should meet up, he says, and his voice is rushed but pleased; it's the sound of Andrew in love.

Jesse should say no. He should hang up and say I'm busy but instead he's nodding, agreeing, and they're making a time and a place and - when he hangs up he's dazed, but he breathes out, shrugs.

It'll be just the two of them. Just like old times.

*

Except that Andrew brings Emma.

She's bubbly and vivacious as always and Jesse hugs her because he loves her to bits (loves both of them to bits and they deserve so much better than him, really, but it still stings that they both realized it).

She presses her hands to the sides of his face when Andrew's in the bathroom and says "I'm sorry".

Jesse looks at her. "What for?"

"I didn't want to -"

"We're not talking about this," and he closes his eyes, "this is a nice day and -"

"I didn't invite myself, I know you're mad at me -"

"I'm not mad." Jesse pauses. "I just want - I don't know."

"What is it, Jess?"

"Why?" he asks, "why didn't you tell me, why'd you - fuck, Emma, you knew, you were the only one that knew."

"I know," she says, lower lip wobbling, "I'm the worst. I just - I fell in love with him."

It feels like a punch to the gut but he nods, forces out "And he fell in love with you."

"I'm so sorry."

Andrew shows up then and Jesse just shakes his head at Emma. He's forgiven her, of course he has. He can't stay mad at her, can't really stay mad at anyone.

Andrew's smile is too-wide when they drop him off but Jesse doesn't say anything.

It was nice catching up, he goes with, instead, and thanks and we should do this soon but they won't, he's sure.

Andrew's moved on from him. It's understandable. Jesse should be moved on, too.

Should be but isn't. It's the story of his life.

*

He watches their relationship from afar and wants to feel empty.

His therapist ups the dosage of his medication and it works but doesn't work; because that kind of hurt can't be masked, not by anti-anxiety pills.

He watches them, and he pretends to be moved on.

(Maybe if he tells himself that enough, it'll come true.)

*

He sends Andrew an email, one evening.

I want to be able to look at you and feel nothing is all the message says but it's enough. Andrew'll understand. He's always known Jesse better than himself, after all.

He hits send, and falls asleep on the couch.

He doesn't dream.

Edited at 2012-08-18 10:30 pm (UTC)

Re: nothing at all; andrew/jesse, r

i am crying A LOT OMFG

Re: nothing at all; andrew/jesse, r

beautiful ç_________ç

Re: nothing at all; andrew/jesse, r

everything hurts ;______;