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It's Complicated: But sexy!


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[PART EIGHT]
sorry about the delay in getting this up! please put all new prompts here.

THE SOCIAL NETWORK KINK MEME


ASK THE MODS * FAQ * DISCUSSION * RESEARCH * FILL LIST * PART ONE * PART ONE (OVERFLOW) * PART TWO * PART TWO (OVERFLOW) * PART THREE * (PART THREE (OVERFLOW) * PART FOUR * PART FIVE * PART SIX * PART SEVEN


GENERAL RULES;

IMPORTANT: please DO NOT post prompts about any non-public people as part of a prompt. for example: randi zuckerberg is fine as she is a public figure both on the internet and on facebook itself. priscilla chan is NOT as she is not a public figure.

if you're in doubt, please message the mod or leave a comment in the discussion post.



♥ post requests and responses in the comments to this post.
♥ be respectful.
♥ both a pairing/character AND a prompt/kink must be posted.
♥ one pairing/prompt per comment please.
♥ you are encouraged to try and write a prompt for every request you make.
♥ we are slash, femslash, het, three-and-moresomes etc. friendly. (we are even incest friendly what with some of our characters being twins and all...)
♥ no pairing bashing, OK? no need to wank over ships.
♥ long and short fics welcome. multiple responses encouraged!
♥ please try to refrain from saying 'seconded!' as much as possible.
♥ on RPF: Please disclaim that it is RPF, a work of fiction and in no way related to the actual actors/persons/etc. (i wouldn't even try and discourage RPF from this meme ;))
WARN FOR COMMON TRIGGERS, PLEASE




FORMAT OF PROMPTS;


♥ alphabetize pairings/threesomes/moresomes. (e.g. Eduardo/Mark/Sean etc.)
♥ put [RPF] before RPF prompts. (e.g. [RPF] Andrew/Jesse)
♥ for crossover prompts: "[Crossover], The Social Network Character(s)/Other Character(s), [Fandom]" (e.g. [Crossover], Eduardo/Columbus, [Zombieland])
♥ no "!" in pairings, only in descriptions. (e.g. Eduardo/Mark, FacebookCreator!Eduardo, CFO!Mark)
♥ anyone, everyone, no one? Use "Other." (e.g. Sean/Other)
♥ put [GEN] before GEN prompts.




FILLS;


♥ please don't embed. link to images/videos.
♥ no locked material. this includes communities, even if membership is open.
♥ fills can be posted anonymously or not.
♥ fills can be anything: fic, art, vid, fanmix, podfic, etc.
♥ all prompts are open to fills at all times, even if they have been filled in the past or are being currently filled by someone else. multiple fills are positively encouraged; if something appeals to you then do not be put off creating a new fill by the existence of a prior one.
NEW: ♥ PLEASE comment with the first of your fill to the PROMPT and then all future updates as a comment to the FIRST PART of the fill. this makes it easier for both the WIP spreadhseet and for archiving stuff on delicious. it also helps people who are trying to catch up on updates and don't have to look through every fill on the prompt (should it have more than one). thank you.






[ARCHIVING]

[DELICIOUS]

[UNFILLED REQUESTS]

[FILLED REQUESTS]

[FLAT VIEW]


have fun!

THERE WILL BE UNMARKED SPOILERS. enter at your own risk! :D



PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING;

i know you guys are enjoying this meme and i appreciate that but please can you put the SUBJECT HEADER on your prompt. you would REALLY be helping me out if you could do that. it just saves time for me when i'm trying to tag everything in delicious.

AND PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT repost prompts from parts three, four, five or six over here again. the delicious is around for people to find prompts they may not have already seen. (prompts for parts one and two are now up for reposting.)

NEW RULE;

PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THE 'FILL' RULES. THERE HAS BEEN A CHANGE. thank you.
Tags:

Andrew/Jesse

(Anonymous)
I've seen a lot of Andrew/Jesse fluff, but I want something where Andrew's in love with Jesse, and he tells him this, but Jesse doesn't reciprocate - and not in the "I have a girlfriend, I can't love him" way, but just because he doesn't - he can't love Andrew like that.

tl;dr: GIVE ME ALL THE ANGST IN THE WORLD.

Fill: You're Breaking Your Own Heart (1/2)

I hope you still want to read this OP. I kind of have some experience with this I'm sorry to say. So writing this was kind of therapeutic. :) and I also really hope that this piece has quality and actually makes sense too lol

For someone



"How long have we been friends, Jess?”

“About two years.”

“Well, there's something that I need to tell you. It's important. I'm not sure how you'll react. I mean I think I do, but it's one of those things that I have to say anyway.”

He draws a tense inhale.

"I'm in love with you."

//

Andrew would like to say this absurd notion began not too long ago, but then he would be lying. He doesn’t want to do that. He’s always been honest about everything and this thing; his messy feelings should be no different.

It started with a movie.

His agent, Julia had called him one morning, voice in a hush, excited tone, saying he had to read this amazing script and audition for it. At that point, Andrew was confused. He remembers carefully opening the envelope with a sense of anticipation, reading the work and being awestruck and interested. The writing was witty, filled with lines sure to be quoted by others, but more than that, the piece was intelligent and its theme explored friendship, betrayal, ambition, and success. The main characters’ lives were complex and tragic. Aaron Sorkin sure proved that he had the ability to write compelling screenplays. The project had Andrew hooked and he had to be a part of it somehow.

During the reading with Aaron and David, he meets a shy, charming boy named Jesse.

That same person touches his heart, over and over again.

One day, Jesse becomes Andrew’s whole world by no other reason than Jesse being who he is. He’s the kind of person to be sweet and nervous but manages to be adorable all at once. Andrew looks at Jesse and it’s like he has to protect him from the cruel world. Jesse’s features appear very fragile and yet part of his personality is surprising dirty, even sometimes confident. He’s never been fascinated by anyone he has spent time with shooting quite like how he felt about Jesse.

//
“Andrew, I’m sorry I don’t…” he looks at him with his wide, light blue eyes. “I can’t, I don’t feel the same way.”

Taking a shaky breath Jesse goes, “You’re great and I care about you so much. I mean you’re my best friend and I--” his voice breaks here.

“I’d never want to hurt you. I don’t want to lose you either or what we have. Andrew…” Jesse trails off, fixating on steadying his trembling fingers and fails.

Andrew glances at Jesse for a long moment. Soon, tears spring from his own large eyes, blurring New York City's boisterous night view to the background. He can’t help but reach forward with both his hands, trying to offer reassurance, in an attempt to anchor Jesse through his pain.

Jesse flinches away from his touch as quickly cold breezes slash through solid objects. Misery has taken a hold of his appearance.

Almost immediately, Andrew’s face flickers hurt before he wipes that look away.

“I should be the one comforting you, not the other way around. I don’t know why the roles are reversed. This isn’t fair to you. I should, no, I wish,” Jesse sighs. He doesn’t complete the thought and Andrew’s grateful. It’s only easy to picture just how many daydreams he has of what might have been.

Fill: You're Breaking Your Own Heart (2/2)

He shakes his head. “No, Jess love, I understand. I get it, okay? It was a long shot anyway. I wanted… It doesn’t matter what I wanted. Please, please, don’t cry. It kills me that you are. I want you to be happy. That’s all.”

Jesse weeps harder.

Andrew pats Jesse’s hand. “Don’t worry.” He amends, “Okay, I know you. Try not to worry. I’ll be fine. We’ll be okay, all right? You’re still my best friend and that just won’t go away. I won’t let it.” The last sentence is spoken with conviction.

“Please, Jesse,” Andrew pleads next and out of all the courageous behaviors that he’s shown so far, this is the part where Jesse absolutely loves about Andrew most: his selfless quality, how Andrew puts other’s needs over his.

“I won’t either,” Jesse sniffs.

They're both sobbing, twin trails of rivers flowing down their solemn expressions. Neither one of them is sure who held the other first, but somehow they’re in an embrace, and Andrew clings to Jesse's waist with desperate force, while Jesse responds in equal pressure, wrapping his arms tighter around Andrew's slender neck. He’d promised that they wouldn't change but he couldn't predict it. Realistically, things between them might be awkward for a while.

Jesse keeps endlessly babbling into Andrew's thin shoulder, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Andrew. I'm sorry..."

Andrew shushes him. "There's nothing that you can do. I won't break from this. I swear."

"I feel like the most horrible person." And Jesse does because now he understands Andrew's looks of fondness. They don't just read 'I care about you. You're great.' They mean 'I love you. I'm in love you.' It's crazy how effortlessly guilt attacks his already negative conscious.

"You're not. You could never be someone near that," Andrew mutters.

"That's not true," Jesse objects.

"I believe it."

"You might be the only one."

"I wish you could see yourself through my eyes," he remarks sadly. Yes, Jess had crushed his soul without meaning to, but Jesse’s very nature would normally never allow this to happen in the first place because he’s actually a good person. If he could, Jesse would fix things. He’d want to return what Andrew felt for him.

He’s hurt, but Andrew can’t fault him for it.

"Maybe," Jesse doubts.

They stay in each other’s arms for a little while longer and Andrew allows himself the luxury of having a particular small dream fill his head.

//
In this world:

Jesse hears his words and his mouth forms a bright smile in Andrew’s direction and there are dimples that peek through his flushing cheeks. Jesse doesn’t feel uncomfortable about the situation and only happiness is etched in his entire face.

Andrew meets Jesse’s eyes.

It's everything.


//
Letting that possibility consume him one final time, Andrew decides to let Jesse go, sever the invisible pulls of his heart cords left and watches the rest of the lines slowly separate themselves. It’s not the end and it's not their end but he can't hope anymore in that way.

Eventually, Andrew knows he'll be alright and that's enough.

OP!

(Anonymous)
this is exactly what i wanted, ugh. perfect and sort of heartbreaking, especially andrew's dream. :D

Re: OP!

I'm glad OP!! :DD